Dienstag, 11. August 2015

Screw me gently...

Top: Drop Dead // Skirt: Drop Dead // Heels: Buffalo

Nach einem kleinen emotionalen Berg hier auf meinem Blog geht es jetzt mit dem gewohnten weiter. Heute meld ich mich aus dem Urlaub in Österreich bei euch mit einem Look, den ich schon länger posten wollte. Screw me gently with a chainsaw, lautet das Motto. Haha... ha! Drop Dead eben; diese Marke enttäuscht nie. I like!

After a small emotional outpour here on the blog it'll continue with the usual routine. Todays greetings and post come from Austria, where I'm on vacation with my family. And the motto is "Screw me gently with a chainsaw".. Haha.. ha! Drop Dead never fails to impress with funny and slightly vulgar motives. I like!

Pictures by Sarah Fletcher

Dienstag, 4. August 2015

One Minute More

"One step, you're just one step from perfection" she held out her hand
and so life spreads from fingertips and through my veins, a beast is born within a man
and it whispers of all I've ever hoped for and everything that is wrong
slowly now all the words add up and somehow they crack and slip from my tongue
and as if singing a psalm I am down on my knees
I am singing for love from the top of my lungs
but the louder I cry the less I believe
that this moment we're in will be more than just now

silently I'm replacing what she lacks with the things that I love

and though I know I might be torn all around the edges behind her perfect shell's a rotting soul
so incomplete but wholer still if I am able to just let her go

and if this is the end then at least it was worth it

'cause I swear it was love or something just so
and I know love will come to the one who deserves it
I'll try closing my eyes and give it one minute more

but I'm not of your kind

someone as stupid as me should be easy to find
so I will treat you like statistics until it drains this love from me

this is no psalm, it can't take me deeper

what's only just passed seems so long ago
and the harder I try the less I believe you
when you're standing here now asking for one minute more

Sonntag, 2. August 2015

All of Me Wants All of You - Sufjan Stevens

Jeans Jacket: Levi's // Top: Zara // Shorts: Zara // Boots: Dr. Martens // Sunnies: Topshop

Und wieder war ich lange weg. Und wieder war es mir nicht nach schreiben, weil ich mein Leben außerhalb des Netzes zu sehr genossen habe um hier ständig zu posten. Ich war drei Wochen unterwegs in unter anderem Berlin und München. 
Ich weiß auch nicht mal wirklich ob ich das hier so lange regelmäßig weiter mache werde, aber mal schauen. Es hat ja keine Eile. Und reichlich Material zum posten habe ich auch noch. 
Mein Leben fühlt sich momentan an wie eine Achterbahnfahrt... Manchmal passieren die unerwarteten Sachen zum komischsten Zeitpunkt. Und manchmal betreten Menschen dein Leben von denen du nie dachtest, dass sie außerhalb deiner Träume und Vorstellungen existieren. Was jetzt kommt weiß ich nicht. Aber eins steht momentan fest: All of me wants all of you. 

Diese Bilder entstanden in den letzten Sommerabende, die ich in London verbrachte. 

Again I was gone for a long period of time. And once again I didn't want to spend my life online but rather experienced it first hand in reality. I don't even know how long I'll be continuing my blog but there is no rush right now. At least I have some more things to post here so I will keep going on for now, just probably not as frequently as earlier. 
My life feels like a roller coaster at the moment; sometimes things happen at the most unexpected and weirdest time possible. And sometimes people walk into your life from whom you never thought they existed outside of your craziest and wildest dreams. I don't know what will happen now but I know one thing: All of me wants all of you. 

These pictures are from the last Summer evenings I spent in London.